January 13, 2010
I did the salt water flush today. Gagged again. It literally feels like you are choking on a wave. Lots of mucus came out today. I didn't sleep well last night because my stomach was grumbling after the enema and laxative tea. Today was the first day I didn't nap either. Felt pretty high energy despite all of that. Worked, went to the gym, and Barnes and Noble. Feeling anxiety about going back to New York. I want to be there but the ambition I feel is overwhelming. Going to give it to God tonight and go to sleep. Good night.